我。。。怎么了？

面对自己的博客...

突然不知道想写些什么...

无法解释的心情...

缠了我一整天...

在学校...

望着那好像永远爬不完的楼梯...

我竟然一时束手无策...

好想回家...

在班上...

对着我那几位嘻嘻哈哈的同学...

我突然感觉好孤单...

好像所有人都不理我了...

感觉好空虚...

一个又一个的老师走进走出·...

看着他们...

又想起考试快到了...

而我...

却什么书都没碰过...

到了放学...

站在马路旁...

看着来来往往的车辆...

看见来来往往的同学...

好像这世界就只上下我一个...

渺小的我...

没人发现...

没人看见...

想说的话...

开了口...

却说不出...

认识的人...

从我眼前走过...

我却心灰意冷...

连打声招呼的心情也没有...

看着他们...

扬起嘴角...

似乎在笑着...

那是一种撕心裂肺的笑...

笑得多可悲...

多悲哀...

朋友们...

你们知道吗？

你们感觉得到吗？

你们听得见我心里的挣扎吗?

' drew looks at me,
i fake a smile so he won't see

that i want and i'm needing
everything that we should bei'll bet she's beautiful,

that girl he talks about
and she's got everything that i have to live without

drew talks to me,
i laugh cause it's so damn funny
i can't even see anyone when he's with me

he says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right,

i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing,
don't know why i do

drew walks by me,
can he tell that i can't breathe?

and there he goes,
so perfectly,

the kind of flawless i wish i could be
she'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
look in those beautiful eyes

and know she's lucky cause
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing,
don't know why i do

so i drive home alone,
as i turn out the light
i'll put his picture down and maybe
get some sleep tonight

'cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
he's the song in the car i keep singing,
don't know why i do

he's the time taken up,
but there's never enough
and he's all that i need to fall into.

drew looks at me,
i fake a smile so he won't see'