Friday, May 8, 2009

yesterday once more

When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waiting for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along,
It make me smile.
Those were such happy times and not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone.
But they're back again just like a long lost friend
All the songs I love so well.
Every shalala every wo'wo
still shines.
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing
so fine
When they get to the part
where he's breaking her heart
It can really make me cry
just like before.
It's yesterday once more.
(Shoobie do lang lang)
Looking bak on how it was in years gone by
And the good times that had
makes today seem rather sad,
So much has changed.
It was songs of love that I would sing to them
And I'd memorise each word.
Those old melodies still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
Every shalala every wo'wo still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting
To sing
so fine
All my best memorise come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
just like before.
It's yesterday once more.
(Shoobie do lang lang)
Every shalala every wo'wo still shines.
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing
so fine
Every shalala every wo'wo still shines.
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing
so fine
i'm so in love with this song...
i like d lyrics
i like d melody

Thursday, May 7, 2009

today...

my mood really like shit today...
cried 4 d whole afternoon...
fallen assleep after crying like a child...

this is d very first time i cried like a gila mia ppl...
i cried-non-stop...

no reassurance
nobody noe i was crying...

i called yi ling...
but after calling her i only realise she stayed at school for rumah...

after that i called kar hui which is my primary school's best pal...
i didn't say anything...
i keep crying like shit...
i think she was scared...
i'm sorry...

aikx...
nw i only realise...
primary school's friends are always by my side...
no matter hw uncomfortable, hw busy they are...
they're the one that willing to listen to me...

i really miss you guy!!
cn v meet again?

good`bye


痛。心好痛...



伤。无法释怀...



恨。无法遗忘...



脆弱的生命。垂死挣扎...

再见了...
以后...
就不痛了...

这一年来
我最不想做的事就是哭着打开我博客的主页

今天
我又来了

今天
我才发现
原来小学的同伴
才是真正可以哭诉的对象
再忙
他也会陪着正在洒泪的我...

虽然我不也会因此而停止哭泣
但至少我知道
昔日的友情
还在...

不是他不要我
是我遗忘了他...

***
你,
根本不了解我
根本就没有为我想过
明明就不是我的错
为什么被骂的总是我?
就连朋友也会比你更关心我

你有什么资格当我的母亲?
我真的不明白
为什么别人的母亲是这么understanding

而你
却从头到尾都没替我想过
你从来都只会跟着你的感觉走
那我呢???
这已经不是第一次

如果那是我的错
我被骂
应该
我心甘情愿
但这明明就不是我的错

为什么???
为什么?
迟早有一天
我真的会精神崩溃!

***
“好朋友”!
当我哭泣时
最需要你们的时候
你们到底在哪里?

我一直都告诉我自己
对他们好一点
他们也会对我好一点
至少我需要他们的时候
他们会站出来
说一句安慰我的话
一句
就够了
真的足够了...

结果...
等待...
令我失望了...

此时此刻的我
真的开始疑惑
什么是友情...
什么是真正的好朋友...

我想
我们从头到尾都不曾一起牵着手踏上好朋友这条路...

The Golden Sands Hotel

went The Golden Sands Hotel for my dinner yesterday
back from tuition at 7.15 den went to the hotel...
it took 30 minutes 2 arrive there!!
soooo FAR!!!

the restaurant named The Home of Peppino
which is a italian restaurant...

p/s: will upload more pics...

i ordered a braised lamb shanks served with mixed vegetables, angel hair pasta and shaved Parmesan cheese.
it is very very nice!
i like it!

i want to go to school!!!!!!!

well,
it's 6.50am nw.
我应该在上学途中或已经到学校在那边讲个不停了

but,
what happened?
y m i stil sitting in front of the computer and blogging + listening 2 music?

aikx...
shd i blame my brother?
i've called him twice since 6.20 but he's still rolling on d bed.

MASHIMARO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where are you?!!!!!
i wan to go to school la!!!
T^T

shu min,
sry la...
i cnt return ur sejarah project today...

evie,
i WARN you!
you better dun bring roti jala today!
or else i'll KILL you!!!!

mashimaro,
i need your mom!!!
i wan to go to school!!!!
T^T
T^T

cecilia,
ltr cnt pei u go eat le...
sry lae...

yi ling,
ltr cnt c tiok ur 回眸一笑le...
T^T
p/s: lmao...

yi ruey,
ltr cnt talk wif u le...
T^T

hui yin,
ltr cnt c tiok ur firm firm de face le...
T^T


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i wan to go 2 school la!!!!!
T^T

i'll miss u all de...
T^T

Saturday, May 2, 2009

tagged by salt-fish

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
u say lae?

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
omg! TELEMATCH!!! yahoo!!

3. Who was the last person who you took photo with?
regina?! i think so...

4. Would you consider to be spoiled?
wat mean by spoiled?

5. Would you ever donate blood?
no... but if gt d chance, i will

6. Have you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
no... i dun even hv a friend dat's opposite sex...

7. Do you want someone dead?
sometimes...

8. What does your last text msg say?
kk... =.=

9. What are you thinking of right now?
d lyrics of 'i've never been to me'

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no wor... sometimes alone is a kind of enjoyment...

11. When did you go to sleep last night ?
i woke up at 10.10 pm den sleep at 12++ again...

12 .Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing now ?
my mum brought it... i think at Bukit Jambul...

13.Is someone in your mind right now ?
YI LING~~~~ i'm thinking of you~~~~

14. Who is the last person who texted you?
Zhu Yin

15. People tagged to do this quiz?
1. Jirachi
2. Shu Min
3. Kath
4. Hui Nee
5. Melissa
6. Yong Ling
7. Kiwi
8. Pei Imm
9. Hui Ying
10. Yi Ling

16. Who is 2 having a relationship with ?
she's my wife... but v divorced d... XD

17.Is 3 female or male ?
female.

18. If 7 and 10 gets together will it be a good thing ?
dun think so... cuz 10 is M.I.N.E!

19. What is number 1 studying about?
her dear gua...

20. Is number 4 single?
yup

21. Say something about number 5.
she owns a pair of beautiful eyes~ she cute... i was really touched when she points at her shoulder n says 这里是免费的!!

22.What do you think about number 3 and 6 together?
MY GOD!! dat's impossible!

23. Describe no. 9.
like dat lo...

24.What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight ?
buy POPCORN!

25. Do you like number 8 ?
so so lo... i like hippo but nt eagle.... xp

1/5/09 2/5/09

1/5/09
今天在丽泽学校有一项duty
我六点就到那边了
结果那边连鬼影也没一个...
所以哥哥就载我到附近的kopitiam去吃东西

六点二十五分的时候再载我到那边去
在那边找到swee zhu后才知道原来他五点半就到了
那刚刚的“连鬼影也没一个...”是什么意思啊?
算了
阿尼陀佛!

过后才知道原来今天的duty是一个fun run来的...
swt 到要死...
过后和swee zhu站了N分钟
才看见wen fang走来...
=.=
过后才知道原来是由他来ganti“那个人”
一个member推duty推到堂堂副主席那边去
厉害吗?
过分吗?

唉...
算了
别提了
提起来就一肚子气!!
roar~~~
p/s: 'FRIENDS'!
this is the THIRD time d!!
is this a reason for me to HATE you guy?
cn i choose NOT-TO-FORGIVE u guy?
this is NOT my job!
i dun hv d RESPONSIBILITY to do so!!!
i really DUN UNDERSTAND wat r u guy thinking about!

不过其实这次duty蛮好的...
至少还有早餐吃
还有“豆奶加咖啡”喝!
YOU GUY know wat i mean... XD


过后就站在那边“摆美”到十点半!
geng lae...


其实今天没什么特别的
只是我很不明白为什么那学校明明就是粘在一起的
为什么还要分成A校、B校和分校?
奇怪!
真奇怪!!


过后我就回家
睡觉睡到wen xi打电话给我我才醒!
那时我还steam steam的问他几点了
当他跟我说已经是晚上十点十分的时候我还真的吓了一跳~
原来我这么会睡的!


******



2/5/09

今天是我校圣约翰救伤队一年一度的telematch
今年的主题是
旋飞程堡

不错不错!
蛮好听的
主题解释还蛮不错的~

今年我跟
`ah fat aka panda
`charis
`kai yun(f1)
`vanessa(f1)
`su yun(f1)
`还有一个我忘记是谁了(不好意思啦!~)

我们的口号是

`we're the st.john spirit
(st john spirit)
we've the magic
我们拥有强制的魔法
打败所有人!!
yay!!!!!

swt rite?
i shouted til wanna die lo ki!
today i summore sore-throat...
i think 2mr i gonna no-voice d...
that time really bcum THE VOICE WITHIN d...

station 1
location-outside stadium(changed 2 teacher's canteen due 2 the rainyday)
members 要拿矿泉水的盖去丢tin...
不知道丢到什么tin就有几分
丢到什么tin就扣分

station 2
location-b2
members要在大腿夹着气球
越过一个呼啦圈到后面去夹一颗bing bang ball
再越过一个呼啦圈
把bing bang ball放进桶里
然后到一张椅子上把bing bang ball弄破...

station 3
location-st john corner
全部members交叉着手围一个圆圈
手上会绑着一个杯(里面有不同颜色的豆豆)
其中两个人的杯是空的
我们就要把豆豆放在另一个杯子里
到最后那两个空的杯必须是满的

station 4
location-b3
(再此遇见几个自恋的天敌)
两个人要去唱歌
(跟着音乐唱,但要跟着别的歌的歌词
例如:播着小酒窝的音乐,
歌词是--阿门啊前一颗葡萄树~~...)
其他人去拼拼图

station 5
location-canteen
分成一对一对
其中一个嘴里咬着饼干
另一个拿着鸡蛋闭上眼睛
咬着饼干的要带领闭上眼睛的越过重围...

station 6
location-b4
三个人蒙上眼睛拿着一条线围成一个三角形(然后转)
然后在三角形里面放ballons
其他人就要用加,减,乘,除来告诉他们ballons的数量

station 7
location- outside auditorium
两个人绑着脚
脸上夹着一片面包
走过三个、四个呼啦圈

station 8
location- b1
members要派一个人去咬那些抽到的字母
那些字母下面都会绑着一条饼干
而且是烂的那种
重复咬到就扣分

last station
location- A2-A4课室外面
每team排出两个代表(两team P.K)
其中一个吃蛋糕
一个负责咬蛋糕
A team 负责吃蛋糕的member要勾着B team 负责吃蛋糕的member(好像上次的双人凌波舞酱)
尽量不要让他吃到蛋糕.
而另一个拿蛋糕的是另一team的

他们要尽量不要让他吃到蛋糕...
过后大概将就结束了
过后就拍了很多照片
the best team- Voldmort
the best leader- hui theng!!!!!
the best ass. leader- Ming Qin
p/s: will upload pictures after they send me d pics.

Friday, May 1, 2009

i'm sorry!

i'm sorry, Ciw Ping,
i noe this is the 2nd time d...
sorry...
i'm sorry...
i noe that's my fault...
i'm sorry...
不到半年就闯了两次祸!
geng 吗?
该骂吗?
*****************
FRIENDS...
it's tiring, u noe?

Thursday, April 30, 2009

亲爱的...你听见我的告白了吗?

after you stepped into my world...
this is my LIFE~~



一年前的今天
你我的相遇
创造了不少奇迹!

当时的心跳
我到现在都还记得
那时的感觉
我真的忘不了

当时悲伤的情绪
就因为你的细心聆听
让我冷静了下来

亲爱的,
我不能没有你!
我的喜、怒、哀、乐,
生活里的酸、甜、苦、辣,
只有你了解!

谢谢你的度量
谢谢你在我悲伤时让我洒泪!
谢谢你让我在愤怒时找到一种发泄的方式!
谢谢你让我在开心时找到与别人分享的桥梁

虽然你给不了我安慰
但你却能给我我最想要的安全感!

只有你了解我的一切
只有你能够耐心的聆听我的难处
我的悲哀
我的愤怒

亲爱的
如果没有你

我想
我现在已经不再是我
我只会是一个什么都藏在心里的人
没有人会明白我
没有人会了解我

亲爱的
我真的很爱你
我也知道你是爱我的!
i'll give you all my love~

你看见我的告白了吗?
你愿意陪我走完以后的路吗?
你愿意继续聆听我的心情吗?

不管你愿不愿意
亲爱的
很谢谢你陪我走了三百六十五天
这是我第200篇post...
就当做是你的生日礼物
亲爱的
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博客aka THE VOICE WITHIN


祝你一岁生日快乐




朋友们
有吓到吗?
记得祝我与我的“亲爱的”相遇一周年快乐哦!
哇哈哈...

依玲,
别吃醋...
你永远都是唯一一个住进我心里的人~~

p/s:我要吐了!